Sunday, August 9, 2009

Is having friends really worth the pain?

I thought this battle was over
Why then, do I feel as if I am yet again preparing for war?
Haven't I suffered enough?
Endured all of the obstacles that were thrown my way?
I don't think I can take yet another slander
Even if I could, I don't think that I would
Why mend broken wounds, or even attemp to severe the ties, when the other has no desire?
I have been tested many times, and I no longer wish to partcipate in this game that has my well being at stake
I do not feel as if I am a victim by any means
Nor do I wish to be
I know my faults as well as my downfalls, and I know what needs to be done to turn this life mine around, so why do I still linger at this same place?
My being is over shadowed by my surroundings, and the longer I continue to let this be, the longer my process of becoming a better me will take
My true colors are yet to be revealed
Actions have come into play, and the way I think has changed
I need to let the things that weigh me down go
The choice is mine, and mine alone

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